green beans






I made Green Bean puree yesterday, the vibrant color makes me feel awesome about giving it to Levi to eat! I need to buy more green beans next time, 2 cups only made that << much.






(Little monster!)





















(Patiently waiting)
(YOU'RE TAKING TOO LONG MOM!!!)
(What in the hail is THIS?!)



(Can't get enough!)

(Lovin' it!)

(Trying to feed himself!)

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grandma's creepy crawler!

Levi in one of his Halloween onesies! (:

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my little giggle monster


Watch live video from alexisandlevi on Justin.tv

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making levi's food with the Baby Bullet

Levi had received a gift card to Sears from one of his aunt's and we hadn't used it so when we went to Sears to get his first professional photo's done we saw that the Baby Bullet was on sale so we snagged it! I've been wanting to make his food but I didn't have a food processor (thinking back on it now, I do have a hand blender) and this came with all the bells and whistles so we invested in it. I'm already in love!
(It came with 6 date-dialer containers for freezer or fridge, silicone freezing tray, big batch blender and short cup blender, spatula, a recipe book and shopping guide.)

The first night we got it I made apple and banana puree's as soon as he fell asleep! It was so fast and easy, and tasted so good I was licking the spatula! I just threw 2 banana's and 1/4 cup of water in the short cup and presto! I had to peel, core and boil the apples but it took less than 10 minutes. 

(My first frozen batch)

(Apple + Banana mix)

He absolutely loved them mixed together! Couldn't get enough, the little porker! I can't wait to make more!!!




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levi's first photo shoot!

these are from Sunday, October 23!




















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a long weekend


On Saturday morning Levi had an ICN Halloween Reunion party to attend at UCSF. it was lots of fun! Levi was a duck, it was so cute! We can't wait until next year when he can walk and get his faced painted and jump in the bounce house(: It is so nice to be able to go back, we had such an amazing experience there. I am so thankful that we are in such close proximity to such a wonderful hospital.



(The pumpkin we decorated for Levi, I did the face, Grandpa did the back)

After that we went to Great Grandma's to spend the night. She took Levi on a little shopping spree at Carter's! (I love Carter's, they have the cutest clothes!) Here are a couple of things he got:

So cutely! On Sunday we got some bad news, that my godmother and my mother's best friend, Sandra, had passed away. She had been  battling brain cancer and although we knew it was coming, it didn't make it any easier. We went and visited our family, a very hard experience. Levi had had a photo appointment (I have neglected getting professional photo's done) so we took him later on in the day. We got some really cute photo's! I will post them when we recieve a copy of a working CD with the images on them! 



This morning we went to work, dropped the kids off and went to Target to get Levi's Jumperoo! We came home, mommy gave Levi a bottle and he fell asleep. I quickly got to work! I'll say that it was definitely not the easiest thing I've ever put together! He woke up while I was putting it together and watched me, smiling! It was an awesome feeling to know that he had no idea what I was putting together but I knew how much he was going to love it. Before I put him in I had a "mommy moment" and I 
honestly didn't want to put him in in fear that he would like it too much and I wouldn't be able to snuggle him as much anymore. But then, I put on my big-girl mommy chonies and said "but you need to start working those leg muscles!"


So, he finally got in, and as you can see, HE LOVED IT! (8 Such a cutely boy!


Now he is napping and I am going to go get dressed because we are going to meet Grandma at Wal-Mart! Hopefully we can cheer her up! (:

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cut us some slack

We're sorry we've neglected you bloggie, but our days are so busy! I'm only mad at myself, I want to remember every day with Levi. We will update more, I promise.

Levi is 5 months old now and weighs 17 lbs! I can't believe it. He eats 8oz about every 4 hours (except at night) and has already started solids (veggies, fruits, oatmeal, minestrone soup, marinara sauce, pieces of popsicle lol). He is a porky pig! He babbles constantly and can roll over. We are practicing standing on his feet, but its taking some time. He smiles and laughs all the time, just like his mommy. We are so in love!

Formula breath and slobbery kisses,

Alexis & Levi


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A Moment of Realization

As I was hurridly taking a shower a few minutes ago while Levi was swinging away in his swing, I realized something. I realized what had just happened, &why I was taking the worlds fastest shower.

After I fed Levi, I put him over my shoulder to burp him. I heard the vomit coming and I didn't flinch. I had more than enough time to move him, but I didn't. I simply said "its ok baby, let it out." Here I was, shirtless and ready to be thrown up on. Once he was done and I was completely saturated, I kissed him on the forehead and went to wipe his mouth and change his diaper. At no point did I even get the slightest bit upset or complain.

What did I realize? I realized I am definitely a mommy. One who is definitely head over heels, crazy in love with her son. I don't mind getting thrown up on, I don't even gag, and I don't mind standing around in it for a little while. I love you, little dude. Poopy diapers, throw up and all. <3

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Dear Levi, an "open letter"

Dear Levi,

    As I sit here writing this, you are moving about in my belly just itching to get out! There’s only one more full day that separates your beautiful eyes from meeting mine, and I can’t wait. I wanted to stop and take the time to write you a letter before you get here, not only for you, but as a reminder to myself. There are a lot of things I want to say. I know I won’t be able to remember them all and I’ll probably think of more things along the way, so this letter to you will always be an “open letter.”
    First of all, please always know that I wanted you and loved you before I even knew you were going to be coming to this world. When I found out you were coming to me I was immediately ecstatic, and there was no doubt in my mind that you were going to be the most amazing gift I had ever received.  Getting you here has been quite an adventure! All of the preparing and planning, wishing and hoping, excitement and wonder has been the most exciting time in my life. I have never been so happy about anything, and I truly mean that. I have never, not for a split second, viewed you as a “burden,” and I never, ever will.
    I promise to always give you what you need, and to give you what you want as much as I can. I promise to raise you as a courteous, generous, strong, loving, caring, grateful individual. I promise to show you the greater things in life, things that money can’t and won’t ever be able to buy. I promise to push you to try hard and do your best, but not so much as to make you miserable. I promise to show you to work hard, and play hard. I promise to always stop and smell the flowers with you. I promise to take our time together, answer all of your questions, show you new things and always make you giggle. I will always try to make sense of things for you as best I can, but sometimes I know I won’t be able to. When I can’t, I will still try, no matter how hard or how long it takes. I promise to protect you, but to let you fall down sometimes. I promise to let you hurt, but to always be there to try and make it better. When I can’t make it better, I will try to help you figure out how to make it better. I promise to punish and discipline you in ways that you understand, not to hurt you but to benefit you. You may not understand right away, but one day, you will. I promise to fit my life around you and not to try to fit you into my life. I promise to be honest with you, to always include you in big decisions that will impact both of our lives. I promise to make all of your special moments even more special than you thought they could ever be. I promise to always go over and beyond for you. I promise to always smile when you walk into the room, ask you how your day is going and have moments where it’s just me and you, kid. I promise to listen. I promise to give you undivided attention. I promise to kiss you even when your friends are around and embarrass you. I promise to show you good music, and let you make it on your pots and pans. I promise to make a mess with you. I promise I will always be there, and if for some reason, some epic reason, I can’t, I will make sure somebody IS there for you. I don’t ever want you to feel alone, because you are never alone. I am always with you, even if you can’t see me. That’s how this crazy love I have for you works. It never leaves, it never walks away, it always surrounds you with an intense glow that shines so bright you can’t see it with your eyes. I promise that I will ALWAYS have your back. I’ve had it long before you got here, and I always will.
    It’s me and you, you and me, our own little fighting team. Nothing will EVER come between us. You are a part of me now, no matter where we are, what we’re doing or who we’re with. You’ll never know how much I love you, and if you ever did, you’d have a heart attack. You are the center of my whole life. You are my everything. I love you.

Forever and for always,
Mommy

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Invitations and Valentine's

Over the weekend my mother and I finally got the baby shower invitations done & sent out, one less thing to stress about! I'm getting more and more excited for that day, it's going to be so much fun! I made chocolate covered strawberries this weekend AND a tater tot casserole... Geez Suzy Homemaker over here! LOL I also got a much needed pedicure, which was totally awesome. I never notice how swollen my ankles/feet are until it hurts really bad. Other than that though, nothing new to report, again. Pretty boring life I live, right? LOL

(The strawberries before entering the fridge)


(YUM!)

So that leaves us with today, which is Valentine's Day. The only boy that's even worth spending today with, I have no choice but to spend it with! He is tucked away in my belly, cookin' away! Tonight we are going to watch For Colored Girls and probably pass out on the sofa because we've been up since 5 A.M!

Cupcakes and baby kicks,

Lexis & Levi!

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Big Belly Mama

Other than the fact that my belly is growing bigger by the second (huge smiley face) there really isn't too much to update! No news is good news to me! I've been craving donuts, ice cream & chocolate cake like it's nobodies business! Levi has been kicking and tossing/turning like crazy! It's so much fun to watch my tummy jolt around! I'm updating from my phone so I will try to get a legthier post in sometime this week!

Loves and huggies!
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Cravings, Planning A Baby Shower, and Hydrocephalus

(What a mixture in the title, eh? lol)

(My belly @20 wks 5 days, today I am 21 wks)
Epic fail on my part for not updating often. I suck at life. Anywho, I have been craving potato skins like crazy... Levi will probably be a meat & potato kind of guy, just like his mama! hahaha & my late night sugar cravings are not getting any better, and I'm not too happy about it. Chocolate, or Jolly Ranchers. That's it. Or ice cream. Or smoothies. LOL okay, or anything :) Also, cheese, onions, and salt (salty fries - yum!). Oh, and Coke. An ice cold Coke means more to me now than ever... :smacks forehead: RESIST! RESIST! lol 

My baby shower isn't until April, but I can't help but micromanage and plan every detail. It's going to be a Garden Party and I probably save every single picture of every single thing I see that I like. It's absurd, but I'm looking at it like this: if I figure out what I like now (which most of it consists of altering/crafting) I can work on it over time and not have to do everything at once. So INYOURFACE! :) There's is always a reason to my madness. I don't want to give too much away because some of you who are coming might read this and I don't want to spoil the cuteness! :)

So my mom (HI MOM!) has been telling me to blog about Hydrocephalus (water on the brain), which Baby Levi has. It is caused by (what the doctors aren't exactly 100% is, but are pretty sure) an aqueductal stenosis, which is a narrowing/blockage of a channel in the back of the brain that drains the fluid your brain makes and is supposed to absorb. First they said his head was measuring too large, and the biggest measurment they got of his ventricles the first day was 18mm (the norm being between 7-10mm, boys usually measure higher than girls), and the lowest measurement they got that day was 15mm. The last time he got measured (about a week later) they didn't give us the measurement, but they used the word "moderate," and last time (measuring 18mm) he was "severe." So what does this mean for Baby Levi? Well, depending on how much fluid collects on his brain, he will more than likely have some cognitive developmental problems. What kind? We won't know until he gets here. I will have to have a C-Section, probably before my due date (June 2). The doctors have informed me that if I come in for an ultrasound and he starts to measure too big that they could admit me right then and there to have him (if it becomes safer for him to be in this crazy world rather than in the womb).

(Levi @ 17wks, sorry about the flash!)
At first this was very overwhelming and hard to take in. Initially the doctors told me he probably had Down Syndrome because they also thought they saw a heart defect (he does not have a heart defect). Now, however, I'm focused on getting him here and taking care of him, no matter what that job might entail. He is mine, all mine, sent from God to me for a reason, and I am here ready and willing to take on this duty. I'm not going to abandon him when he needs me most, or because he might not be "perfect" to the rest of the world. He will always be my perfect little man. I am so in love with this little boy and I haven't even met him yet! My mom always told me I wouldn't understand how much she loves me until I had children of my own, and I haven't even had him yet, but I think I'm starting to understand. He is all I think about every second of every minute of everyday, and I can't wait to introduce him to all that I love about this world, or for him to introduce me to all of the crazy things I know he'll discover!


Until the next bloggie....

Love, potato skins, and big baby bellies,

Alexis!

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The Beginning... (20 wks, 1 day)

So, as to not "flood" everybody's (half of whom probably don't give a damn about me being pregnant) Facebook feed's, I've decided to make a blog. Partly for that reason, and also so I can kind of keep it as a "pregnancy diary" that I, in turn, am sharing with you, whoever you are, that's reading it. So let us begin...

I'm having inner turmoil. I want to be as big as a house already. I know that's weird, I'm not denying it, but I really do. I don't know why, but I DO! LOL I guess I thought I'd be bigger by now, but I guess "all in due time." My belly button is CERTAINLY on it's way out, the circle around my belly button keeps getting bigger and bigger, noticeably (at least to me) and I'm really happy about that! I've never seen the inside of it and I'm really eager for it to become an outie, even if it's only for a little while! Earlier I was thinking about how Baby Levi hasn't been moving much today, and now as I'm laying in bed typing this he is rolling around like crazy. Figures. LOL

Well, with that being said, I am, in fact, off to zZzZzZzZz land... hopefully! I hate sleeping on my sides -_-

Goodnight from us!
<3

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